![]() More than some pretty face beside a train I’m more than a bird.I’m more than a plane ![]() I heard a song that articulates how I'm feeling about all this. If He's going to use me, He'll use me - as I am.not when I'm perfect and not when I'm straight. Sure i care about what God's doing in the community, but I'm way more concerned about what God's doing in me - right now at least. I can't be a super-Christian nor do I want to be. I'm all for God using me in any way that He wants.but I don't want to be a Moses. ![]() I kinda felt pissed because of the way he spoke - he can sometimes be ultra intense and highly over-spiritual and I felt like he was imposing an incredible standard on me that i can never uphold. ![]() But after my lunch with a friend yesterday, that pressure was just magnified. And i know that i don't necessarily have to be anyone's spiritual leader in the capacity that i'm in now. I'm not trying to be, nor am I asking to be anyone's spiritual leader. My fear is that any of this exploration will negatively effect the ministry. God's been using me in significant ways, I'll admit, and I know that its such a divisive issue. I know that this exploration that i'm going through has pretty serious ramifications if it turns out that I embrace a belief about homosexuality that isn't mainstream. ![]()
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